April 2010
4 posts
april 4, 2010
one day i want to just go to the airport and just take the first plane that is boarding. i wanna see the whole world!
March 2010
9 posts
“i won’t go cuz my mind isn’t right. so i walk slow to the lime light”
march 25, 2010
” I met this girl when I was 10 years old And what I loved most, she had so much soul She was old school, when I was just a shorty Never knew throughout my life she would be there for me on the regular, not a church girl, she was secular Not about the money, no studs was mic checkin her But I respected her,she hit me in the heart “
yes yes yall and you don’t...
“we all used to kick it but now we’re just connected”
“Love’s Deceit” by Big Rube
Pleasure turns to the pain of lessons learned from the strain of the questions burned in my brain about whether love is humane in its touch These thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream in the tears of your deceit Fighting a current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos of our intertwined emotions Chaotic because the anchor of Eros’ arrow has been...
hypem:
headunderwater:
Cults - Go Outside
...
“guilty enough to not do it again”
– quote me
“until i get my eyes on another seemingly exquisite prize only to find out...”
– sad story from mikewrites
February 2010
7 posts
2/27/10 4:47
let the madness begin again. 4:47 in the morning; at least i’m finding myself closer to the sunrise and further from the darkness(night). Lol can’t help but love these symbols. just thinking about the game one of my counselors taught me to play in malibu, i wish they were still around so we could all play the game together. doesn’t matter though i’m having fun playing with...
“3000 touchdowns in the future and i still can’t see my life closing...”
you weren’t supposed to find this shit, wasn’t meant for you. keep chasing though.
950pm 2.20.2010
alright, so let me update:
well life is going slow, i guess it’s because i have a little bit more to do in this time span. it’s kinda becoming a drag though because it’s a whole bunch of learning. starting to get tired of these girls because they all want to dominate everything, kind of sad i let myself get attached to their wetness. Lol tooooo much. whatevers about them though,...
2/9/2010 10:22pm
alright, i don’t know if i should make my thoughts public yet. cuuuz this stuff only feels good to me right now. i guess i’ll never really know if other people would appreciate the way that i think because sometimes i honestly just get to high off of myself.
tomorrow’s my birthday!!! i feel like i have been celebrating it all week though, so i think i am just going to take it...
January 2010
3 posts
1/21/09
Whattup my queen bee number one thing favorite person to see.
Haha I hope we start doing this alot because I know damn well this letter isn’t going to be a master piece and I’m pretty sure in the future I’m going to have soo much more I want to write to you.
January 6 2009
Last couple days have been generally filled with good time. Haven’t really had too much on my mind. Don’t really know what to talk about though. All I know is fuck the motherfuclers that have tried to chop me down and still are planning to. Fuck you the people who are trying to get a piece because I only want to share the pie with my fam and queen. Stay hungry cuz I want the haters to...
Just so I never forget this:
The essentials to being happy is having something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.
K.I.S.S.- keep it simple stupid
December 2009
7 posts
New years I can’t wait for it, I’m sitting in my chair and the thought of all it’s possibilities is sending chills down my spine, I know right now I’m being a little lame but it’s because it’s vacation and I’m just staying in deep thought so I don’t fall behind in the game. I’m trying to forget stupid rhymes but I know the day is starting to come where I need to find some flow. Nineteen years old...
12.30.09 10:40pm
Aye, so today was a better than average day hung out withy favorite girl . Love her (: but I have to admit a part of me still wants to be catious because I feel like I’m barely scratching the surface with her. I love it though cuz the last thing I want is to find myself in another predictable relationship. Hope to god she never gets tired of me either. But I’m thankful for the times I am having...
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12.28.2009 12:13am
Umm this girl really thinks she’s a queen i don’t know if I’m chill with that. I do know that I wanna serve a girl like that one day but it’s just another thing I’m confused about, cuz it’s just seems like if you give any person that type of power over you they just over time go towards taking advantage of it. Another thing, why am I always so torn between...
12.26.09
All right so this is what is hopfully gonna be a growing list of new years resolutions.
Play the game kid! Act the part cuz nobody can read your mind like you thought they should.
“I’m looking for the fast lane cuz I see my world now as a nineteen year...”
“As fast as this year end a new one may begin. But let us hope we deserve and...”
12.25.09
Bored. Christmas today, feeling jolly like I should. Stuff on my mind but it is what is and it feels better to just have faith and believe my life is and is going to be beautiful. Alright so today vee crossed my mind and I think were going to stay friends but I doubt were going to be close cuz I was never really true after I went through all my gutter days with her. Haha that’s how it goes I...
September 2009
1 post
Man im startin this because I don’t really have anyone to talk about how I feel. Honestly id rather just keep all my crazy thoughts on the low anyways. Well today I hung out with rochelle laquidanum (besty!). Don’t forget this girl darnell. Thinking about vivian right now. This girl still confuses me after sooo many years. I gotta admit I this girls on my mind a lot, but im still 19...