Aye, so today was a better than average day hung out withy favorite girl . Love her (: but I have to admit a part of me still wants to be catious because I feel like I’m barely scratching the surface with her. I love it though cuz the last thing I want is to find myself in another predictable relationship. Hope to god she never gets tired of me either. But I’m thankful for the times I am having with her now. I want to fall deep in love with her but I don’t want to get lost again and honestly I feel like I’m still trying to build myself. I think Ive seen her everyday. It’s odvious i’m not ready yet. So I guess that’s pretty much what my choice is for the time being. Well i have other speculations about her but I can pretty much go on for days in that department and really I think half of it is my insanity talking.

Well tomorrow is new years eve! Thank you lord for another year done. Lord I pray that next year my life stays on the track of good and I begin to see some sorts of success in my life. I hope next year I find myself in constant moments where I feel like I am living an extraordinary life. I know I need to quit begging and start working towards my dreams I promise lord that I am, I just hope I soon find that one thing that I can share with the world.