alright, i don’t know if i should make my thoughts public yet. cuuuz this stuff only feels good to me right now. i guess i’ll never really know if other people would appreciate the way that i think because sometimes i honestly just get to high off of myself.

tomorrow’s my birthday!!! i feel like i have been celebrating it all week though, so i think i am just going to take it slow tomorrow and do my best to be humble about it because if i know anything about myself right now it’s that i am lacking in that department. haha ain’t no thing though cuz you live life you learn about life. yuuups!! how it goes. since i am starting to feel like i’m getting older(duhhhhh my birthday tomorrow that’s why) a part of me is starting to feel like some of my dreams are coming true, not like my aspirations, but literally stuff that my mind is thinking about when i am sleeping. Lol i love that feeling, i hope to god that all of my POSITIVE dreams come true. Another thing that i’m starting to notice too is that some of my dreams aren’t so bright all the time.

friends????? what are those? haha turning 20 years old and the true definition is still blurry to me. starts with me just being a good friend first.