let the madness begin again. 4:47 in the morning; at least i’m finding myself closer to the sunrise and further from the darkness(night). Lol can’t help but love these symbols. just thinking about the game one of my counselors taught me to play in malibu, i wish they were still around so we could all play the game together. doesn’t matter though i’m having fun playing with just me and the man upstairs. so the man’s been showing signs of other things in my life but it’s always constantly changing. i don’t even know right now it’s seems like the rules are always changing and i’m still just trying to break them. just looking for a way, not trying to conform too much.